Tuesday, November 25, 2008
There is this thing called fate. It is hard to explain how a twitch can change your life. Friends to enemy, enemy to friends; not much different, I reckoned. Who say it must be uncomfortable to stay near an enemy? Who say it must be comfortable to be with a friend? Who say enemies are the one that makes you cry? Who say friends are the one that make you laugh? It might just be an opposite.
I am not paranoid, just sensitive. I am not guessing, just feeling. Why no one ever understands me and belief me? Why no one ever border how I feel? Why do I have the feeling that I am disappearing? Why do people keep telling things and pretend that it is true? Why must everyone betray each other and wear a mask around? Suddenly my soul felt empty. Pathetic. No one to trust, no one to lean on, no one to listen. Pathetic world with pathetic people.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
I could hear the wind howling outside, and it was getting stronger. Suddenly, I heard some high pitch shout. I exchange glance with Azman who sat opposite me. Before we could react, there was a blackout. The seniors warned us to run out. When we flip open the curtain, we were shock to see some leaves swirling around by the strong current of air. All the lecture notes cluttered the floors. The curtain spoiled. Rain splashed in. People kept pushing the glass door to stop the wind from blowing in. It was chaotic.
Then, Mbak Dewi called us into the office. She said it was dangerous to stand hold the glass door in case it breaks. We hide inside the office, protected but able to see the outside. One of the under-construction buildings collapsed. The trees broke into half, some fall down, pulling the concrete together with it. Some roofs were damaged and brought away by the small tornado. Everyone ran to hide in the building.
Just then, we remembered that Yan Yi and Ho Hwee were on the way to campus. We quickly warned them. Surprisingly, they are not aware of the storm. It seems that the tornado only strike a particular place (the campus) and leaved after almost half an hour.
The road was blocked by the collapsed trees. The Taman Medica turned into a forest with all the collapsed trees. The Radiopoetra was flooded as the rain splashed in. The whole place was like never the anymore.
Raining cats and dogs outside...
Taman medika turn into hutan medika
Friday, November 7, 2008
Sometimes I wonder why we become friends. Sometimes I wonder why we fought. The funniest thing is we managed to become friends again after we fought. Always like this. Perhaps our friendships prove to be strong (which I hope I am not the only one who think that way). I guess I will never doubt this anymore. Hopefully.
Lately, people had been teasing me with Gan. Ya, after they are bored teasing me with WP. How funny was that, I only spoke to him once. Yesterday, that bunch of guys called me in the middle of the night so that I can sing a birthday song for him. So swt! Hmm… wondering why I am the target for this kind of prank. But, who cares, it will recede soon. Guess I am just some lunch time topics to release stress. You know, medical student, stressssss!! DESSERTS and STRESSED is just interrelated.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
That afternoon, there is a blackout again. There had been lots of blackout lately, until we planned to buy a backup lamp. Seriously, we can’t do anything in the dark, can we? The only thing we can do is gossip. There had been lots of gossips. Kean Seng, Mak and Wei Hern always came here and gossips along too. Guess we had changed the 1st floor of girls’ kost into gossip café.
I finished watching moonlight resonance. Great drama! But I think is time to start studying heart now. Next block, I will be Cadiorespiratory system, include all the heart, lung, CPR, vital sign and all. Hope this time I shall muster the block well.
I guess it is ok with some water splashing.