Saturday, May 31, 2008

Lonely


Remember this photo? It had been so long isn't it?

Attention should be put on the three girls la, not the stupid dog, Bluey...


Oh man!!! It had been so much fun together...

Gervenne, Pei Sean, I will miss you… Why do you two have to leave me huh? Now I have to go to UGM without a close classmate, and you two got to go to UNPAD without me. Out of five classmates, three are leaving me (include that be-doctor-to-cut-people Johnny). This is so unfair.
In future, no more Gervenne’s stupid act, funny laughter, no more fooling around and of course the cow-and-chicken-jokes (no matter how many times you tell the joke, I will pretend it is funny), no more Pei Sean (my nai ma) to nag me, to eat all my bihun taugeh, to care for me, and to tell me what to do, no more Johnny to laugh at me, and to draw pig in the attendance list.
Well, I had to admit the fact that I feel a sudden lost in my life. We had been so close in the past few months. We share everything, we went to class together, we gossip behind when teachers teaching in front (or maybe we just sit there and stare at teacher blankly)… we played a fool around, laugh and talked loudly, careless about what happened around us…. I hate to say that this no longer will happen after 20 more days. How am I going to survive without any laughter, without anyone to tease and to tease me? Lonely. Yup, that is the right word.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Wesak Walk

“….ohya, if u in mlk,go n c da wesak walk tmr, I m walkin too...”

Wesak walk huh… It wasn’t a plan to go. Dad won’t fetch me down town at night just for this, unless mum requested. And it was such a coincident that she wanted to go Fajar that night. I followed and saw the parade E Theen mentioned.
There was a massive traffic jam in town. The crowd line in two by the side of the road, allowing the float to march by. Some members of Buddhist society followed behind, together with representative of schools. E Theen was there, representing her school. I was supposed to meet her or at least saw her, but, there were too many people there, I couldn’t get a sight of her.
The float were nicely decorated, with flowers and the light powered by generator. Many had statue of God and Goddesses. There were people asking for donation, in return, they gave us Blessing string (I don’t know what it is called in English). Some of the people were carrying smokes (again, I don’t know what that is), and I just followed what the crowd did, steam the hands with the smoke or smell it to get blessing. There were trishaws too.
There is one particular man I noticed. He was really sick (at least I think he was that time). He kept coughing, sneezing, trying his best to remove the mucous lining his trachea. He walked very slowly and there was an old lady beside him, motivating him to go on. Even the St. John Ambulance staffs were telling him that if he couldn’t continue, there were car in front. He rejected and insisted to finish the walk. Well, hope he gets the blessing and recover.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

小事三则

“Ei, 姐姐,你猜这个叫什么名字?” 妹妹拿一个校长送的玩具问我。
“什么?” 我随便回答。“什么猪?肥猪?瘦猪?笨猪?”
“没有猪的。”
“Then, 叫什么名字?快点,我要睡觉”
“倍利珠”
“你又讲没有猪,骗人的”
“不是那个猪”
“okok…为什么叫倍利猪?”
“倍利珠很美的,在月球正好遮住太阳之前或之后的一瞬间,会出现耀眼的倍利珠现象(Baily’s beads) 。。。”
“哪里有人给东西取名的?” 我不耐烦的说。妹妹笑而不答。
过一阵子,妹妹弄丢了那个玩具,用枕头推我问道,“我的倍利珠叻?”
“什么肥粒猪?你为什么叫我肥粒猪?你才肥。” 我惺忪的说。
“不是肥粒猪,是倍利珠!!!”
她走上走下,又翻被单,又翻枕头,一边不停的以为我收起来,想逗她玩。
最后找到了还在那里哈哈大笑。

几天前,我打给一个朋友。可是接电话的不是她,是她小弟。
“XX啊?”
“等一下,等一下” 。。。。。“大姐,快点,有一个Aunty打给你。”
我有这么老吗?一个不到二十岁的少女,被朋友的弟弟叫Aunty,你说可笑不可笑?还好没有叫我Uncle。

这几天,有一个帅哥对我很好,他就住在我家对面。每天一出门,若他在外面的话,他一定会对我笑,他的眼睛特别迷人。他可是混血儿哦,眼睛特别会电死人。可是,他命运不好,是个孤儿,自幼被黄医生夫妇领养。他每天傍晚都会在门外等我,一边骑脚踏车。他对每个人都很有礼貌,特别讨人欢喜。有时候我坐车出去,他会在原地挥手,直到我离开为止。这么好的一个男人。可惜,可惜。。。可惜他只有五岁啊。


他会不会也叫我Aunty?

Saturday, May 17, 2008

ICQ

What is ICQ like? I heard that people are not supposed to know each other. But, the first time I enter chat room, I was asked where I came from, how old am I and stuff. Being first timer and a not-so-smart-in-lying person, I of course told the truth.
Everybody in particular chat rooms seems to know each other. I was ignored most of the time. How is this working? A 16 year old Kuantan boy taught me some basics like how to start a private conversation and stuff. Then a vet from Australia just said a few words and logged off when she found that I am still a student. Hmm… some of the people might sound a bit rude though. One Malay girl came in asking, “ Ada Melayu tak,” I answered “ tak tau” She muttered the f word and logged off. Haha… I still don’t know how it works now. Then, I chat with a 20-years-old Israel guy who is in the navy. He told me about Israel and terrorist attacks with Palestinian. Everybody there have to participate in army, 3 years for men and 2 years for ladies before entering universities. Believe it or not, they can die in army if something turns up wrong. I never know world out there can be so violent. He said Malaysia is a peaceful nation. Lol, I guess so. In the end, I leave him my email address. Ops, am I not supposed to do that?
But, seriously, it is nice chatting with people around the world. I get to know more and this tells me that I need to read more. Some of them have to read more too; they don’t even know where Malaysia is. Swt

Friday, May 16, 2008

To My Friends Who Are……. SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, It will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are….. Not So SINGLE
Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s “perfect person”
It’s about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are…… HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
But to learn from them

To My Friends Who Are….. NAÏVE
How to be in love:
Be consistent but not too persistant
Share and never be unfair,
Understand and try not to demand
And get hurt but never keep the pain

To My Friends Who Are …… POSSESIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love
Happy with someone else
But it’s more painful to know that the one you love
Is unhappy with you

To My Friends Who Are…..AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most
When the person you love has no idea how you fell about him/her

To My Friends Who Are…. STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it
If that person doesn’t worth it now, it’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.

TO ALL MY FRIENDS
My wish for you is a man/woman whose love is:
Honest, strong, mature, never-changing, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Conversation With Teacher

Morning, me and a friend went to see Sir
Us : Sir, can we borrow the marking scheme?
Sir : Where is my marking scheme? (Turned around, picked up a few books from the able). It was here. (Walked away, said a few words not regarding marking scheme, walked of staff room)
We watched him leave, wondering whether we are invisible, or whether he still remember us here.


After some time
Mdm : What you all….waiting for Mr XXX?
I : Yes. (Node my head)
Mdm : No need to wait for him. He very busy. What you want?
I : I want to ask him some questions.
Mdm : He will discuss in class. (Continued with her rice)
Friend : Don’t need to wait for him la. Let’s go back. (Stood up)
I : What to do, we must ask him ma.
Friend : We come back later. (We walked away)

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Later in the afternoon
I : Sir, I return you my test paper. (Place my paper on the table)
Sir : ok. If got any questions, just come and find me. (Look at me a while)
I : Actually I got some questions. (Take my paper 4 and start flipping)
Sir : We will have a class tomorrow. I will discuss ok. (Look down and continue his work)
I : ok. (Put back my question papers)
Sir : What happen to you all? Never study izit? [You all????]
I : Don’t know. [What the hell, you didn’t give me marks I deserved and don’t tell me why]
Sir : I know, you never study my notes, rite?
I : I did study!!! [Yes I do study your notes, but does it help?]
Sir : ok. Never mind. (Turn his head back to work)
I : So sir, tomorrow we have class? [We never have class for more than a month]
Sir : I will see first. See whether I tired or not. Tomorrow lab preparation, I will be very tired. I will inform you.
I : ok. (Walk away)

Follow up—he never have class the next day, and of course, he never inform me anything too.
Sometimes it is very hard to get someone who really willing to teach you. Appreciate your teachers who are truly dedicate and helpful. Happy Teachers’ Day.

Monday, May 12, 2008

The trainee

A man joins a big corporate empire as a trainee.
On his very first day of work, he dials an extension and shouts into the phone-
“GET ME A COFFEE QUICKLY”
The voice from the other side responded, “ You fool! You’ve dialed the wrong extension! Do you know who you are talking to?”
“No,” replied the trainee
“I’m the CEO of the company!”
The trainee shouts back. “ And do YOU know who YOU are talking to?!”
“No,” replied the CEO indignantly.
“Good!” replied the trainee who put down the phone.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

母亲节

我们到一家小食馆庆祝母亲节。这家食馆不大,只有区区十五座桌子而已。我们可是第一次光顾,还事先订座。老板娘很忙,不停地呼唤服务员做事。服务员大多都是还在求学的高中生,有的还是妈的学生。
“你是Mr Ng 吗?坐坐坐。。。Eh, 那是Mr. Ang 的位。不用紧,我再安排一下。我还以为你们十个人。。。要吃什么吗?” 搞什么乌龙呀。
“你们没有食谱?”
“没有。这里没有食谱。我就是最好的食谱。” 经典,可,没有食谱怎么叫菜?我们可是初次到访也。

随便叫了几样菜后,铁观音就马上驾到。他们做生意的手法可厉害,母亲节还会派可爱的小女孩附送礼物给每座的妈妈。妈还蛮高兴的。小孩子嘛,可能不能分辨老少,竟把礼物送错给邻座一个二十多岁的少女,忽视旁边较年老的婆婆。这下还不闹笑话…

我们从天亮坐到天暗,话都说完了,却迟迟不上菜。等了四十五分钟,他们才告诉我们,有两个Mr.Ng,搞错了。岂有此理。妈只好眼睁睁看着别人家吃,想必很饿了吧。

终于上菜了。这是招牌的一品豆腐和薯叶清炒。味道淡淡的,但还吃得下肚
Asam鱼片。一句话,辣,妈被咖哩呛到后说再也不叫咖哩了。

洋葱鸡。我看呀,应该叫鸡洋葱吧,怎么洋葱还多过鸡呢。可是蛮脆的,好吃。

菜色还好,但并没有TC Spring 好吃。

吃完后,他们还送我们免费母亲节甜品—龙眼。


好啊,还有甜品也,不错。都说他们很厉害嘛。老板娘左一句Mr Ng等一下,右一句Mr Ng我帮你看看,好会招呼客人哟。付钱时还给咱们15八仙折扣补罪。可是,RM54算上来也并没有超级便宜。生意手段一流。不知是否参考过《孙子兵法》呢…

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Journey begins...


I wondered what is heaven like.

My friend said, hmm… you have to find out yourself

So I began my journey to look for heaven.

I went to Rome and saw some very weird Roman statue.

I went to China Town

The sales girl said she wont tell me unless I buy the toy from her

I walked and walked until I reached a river.

I asked the fisherman’s wife how to get there, she said, “sorry I dun know”

I even went to Arab, but I lost my way. I was so happy to see an oasis in the middle.

I asked the citizen there for the way to heaven.

Apparently she ignored me, so I asked the dog instead.

The dog gave me wrong direction, so I ended up in hell.

I saw monster there and started to run.

I became very thirsty and droped by a coffee shop

I drank some coffee and took some rest.

The next morning, I start my journey again

The boy in the coffee shop said, “ its very easy. Turn left, turn right, turn left…. Go up go down turn left turn right….” And I guess I still dun know my way.

I went to Tanjung Rambutan

Pooh Pooh tell me to find his friend, the Red Catz

But the Red Catz only know how to stick her tougue out

So, I asked the pengarah. The pengarah said, there is only two ways. One is give up, one is go up.

I took her advice and found the “stairway to heaven”

I saw angels there.

I was so happy.



But, why the angel looks like the Roman statue?

THE END

specially thank to all the "actors"

*note: all pictures are taken during my study in KTT*

Friday, May 9, 2008

思念

。。。徒步走向我的床,把袜子脱掉,把整个人抛到床上,脑袋盘算着那天的行程。去洗衣房,和朋友去吃晚餐,待会儿再去Angelin 的房间作弄Suen Xin,再回来翻报纸做GP功课。看看Erin的床,她今晚一定很迟才回,参加歌唱队忙得不可开交。Seira会不会和我聊到半夜呢?学生会好忙,一定要捉紧时间读书。明天会有化学考试吧,考不好化学老师会生气的。不了,还是睡一下吧。我望着天花板旋转的风扇,窗外的蓝天,慢慢的进入半醒状态。嗅到的是房间的味道,听到的是室友进房的声音。。。但当我睁开眼睛,眼前的不再是Oldham Hall 的蓝天,而是KTT墙上的海报。梦。梦醒了,有点失望。思念。

时间给了我们机缘认识对方,却也给了我们借口去淡忘对方,虽然我们极少通电话和写信息,可是这份情早已深深的植在心中。朋友贵在知心,祝福贵在真诚。

Su-Ann, 我还真希望这次新加坡之旅能够顺利进行。

Going Home....

Away
A day before yesterday, I went back to KTT for a three hours workshop. The workshop was okay, but a little bit boring. I so happen to sit in front of my friends and there were little chance for me to turn back and whisper. Mr Kuldip will be walking up and down, warning people to keep quiet. I wonder why he put on that green name tag that primary student use to wear. I was so bored I talked to a Malay girl from ALL 1 beside me. I still dun know her name now though. I was only too glad to learn that she is from Malacca too.
Hoping to go home
KTT is anything but interesting. Yan Yi and her dad promised to drop me down at Malacca. Thanks lot. Her dad will come at 6pm, but I am getting ready by 2pm, dried all my clothes kept all books by 3pm, kept my bed sheet and pillow by 3.30pm, and is all set up to go home by 4pm. Yes, that is how much I want to go home. Plus answering phone call from my mum every half an hour, repeating the same line “mum, I am still at KTT”, YY might think I am pretty desperate.
Yeah, finally on my way
I stared out the car window most of my time, thinking of my past, recalling what I had gone through these few months, wondering whether I will miss home when I go to Indon. I guess I will. Yan Yi talked to her dad all the way home, at the same time sniffed her blanket like a drug addict non-stop. Sorry Yan Yi, I overheard most of your conversation, and I think your dad is a very nice and funny guy. Now I know someone can actually hold the steering wheel and turn his head 180 ° to talk to me. My evil housemate even called her dad to drop me in the middle of highway, saying I will be able to marathon my way home. I bought them to the hawker centre at Sin Hoe Garden for dinner. Within a few minutes, the table is full of food and her dad will be repeating more than 3 times that both father and daughter can eat a lot. No doubt :P. I guess JB’s food must be really expensive. A RM3.50 Clay Pot Chicken Rice is quite normal here.
Home
My mum came and picked me up. I was glad to finally go home. Thanks to Yan Yi, Thanks to Uncle Neo, Thanks to my mum....

*okay, this sound a bit lame, but Leon say my blog is very boring and I should put things that happen to me on my blog. So, this is the only thing that happens to me currently*

Thursday, May 8, 2008

生日颜色

12月23日~01月01日=红色
01月02日-01月11日=橙色
01月12日-01月24日=黄色
01月25日-02月03日=粉红色
02月04日-02月08日=蓝色
02月09日-02月18日=绿色
02月19日-02月28日=啡色
02月29日-03月10日=水篮色
03月11日-03月20日=石灰色
03月21日 =黑色
03月22日-03月31日=紫色
04月01日-04月10日=深篮色
04月11日-04月20日=银色
04月21日-04月30日=白色
05月01日-05月14日=篮色
05月15日-05月24日=金色
05月25日-06月03日=奶油色
06月04日-06月13日=灰色
06月14日-06月23日=栗色
06月24日 =灰色
06月25日-07月04日=红色
07月05日-07月14日=橙色
07月15日-07月25日=黄色
07月26日-08月04日=粉红色
08月05日-08月13日=篮色
08月14日-08月23日=绿色
08月24日-09月02日=啡色
09月03日-09月12日=水篮色
09月13日-09月22日=石灰色
09月23日 =黄绿色
09月24日-10月03日=紫色
10月04日-10月13日=深篮色
10月14日-10月23日=银色
10月24日-11月11日=白色
11月12日-11月21日=金色
11月22日-12月01日=奶油色
12月02日-12月11日=灰色
12月12日-12月21日=栗色
12月22日 =篮绿色






~~~~~~~~~分析~~~~~~~~~~~~~





*红色*
  你的可爱十分惹人喜爱!对爱情你很拣择但又常常在恋爱,也喜欢被爱的感觉。你有著清新的气质和开朗的个性,但有些时侯也会变得'多愁善感'。和别人相处的时侯你表现得很友善和温柔,所以很多人愿意和你亲近。你喜欢跟友善和随和的人做朋友。

*奶油色*
  你爱和别人竞争,失败的感觉你最受不了。极爱运动和户外活动,你的性格开朗也值得别人信赖。对爱情你会表现得很小心,不会轻易爱上一个人。但一旦找到你生命中的伴侣时,你绝不会让他跑掉。

*篮绿色*
  你最注重自己的外表。对选择爱侣的要求甚高。你每每拥有清晰的头脑去思考和解决难题,又不易犯错。你喜欢在人群中被重视,也因此令你容易认识到新朋友。

*灰色*
  你很好动,也很有吸引力。你永不会把想说的话藏在心,总会抒发自己的感情。但有时会变得较自私。你渴望得到别人的注意,讨厌不公平的对待。你很风趣,也懂得在适当时侯说适当的话,常常也令到身边的人快乐。

*绿色*
  你总能和新相识的朋友相处得很好。你不算是一个害羞的人,但有时侯你的说话每每伤害了别人。你渴望得到爱侣的注意,也较喜欢'被爱'的感觉,大多数的时间你总是在等待你生命中的另一半出现。

*金色*
  你很清楚什么应该做、什么不应该做。性格开朗又好交际。对于你,寻找一个你爱的人不是一件容易的事,但当你找到你爱的人以后,你绝不轻易变心。

*粉红色*
  对任何事你总是全力己赴的,还有你很爱照顾其他人。但你不是一个容易满足的人,常有消极的想法。你常祈望你的爱情像童话故事一样美丽和完美。

*黄色*
  你是一个又天真又'甜'的人。常获得别人的信任,亦有很强的领导能
力。当要做 决定或选择的时侯,你总是做对了决定。还有,你常常朣憬著一段浪漫的恋情。

*栗色*
  你有一个聪明的脑袋。也是一个自我的人,常依自己的喜好来做事,有时会因为不大理别人的感受而惹上麻烦。对于爱情你很有耐性,当你找到你要找的那一位后,你不会再爱上别人。

*橙色*
  你总会对自己做过的事付责任,亦很懂得怎样待人接物。你常常给自己定下很多目标和竞争对象。你很难去相信别人,包括你的朋友,但当你认为他是可信的话,你将会把他当成永远的知己。

*紫色*
  你是一个神秘的人,从不自私,也很难对任何人和事发生兴趣。你的状态永远是说不定的,是一个情绪化的人。很受周遭的人欢迎,但有是你会做出愚笨的举动,记性也不太好。你最喜欢与一些有著真性情的人做朋友。

*石灰色*
  你是一个冷静的人,但常给自己压力。你常常在小事上挑剔,又容易妒忌。你不大会定下来,但你可爱的性格能获得朋友的信任也乐于跟你接近。

*黑色*
  你乐于接受挑战,因为你拥有接受挑战的勇气。但你并不喜欢改变你自己的生活方式。一旦你落实了一个决定,你会长久地朝著这个方向走。你的爱情也是充满挑战和有点与众不同。

*黄绿色*
  你是一个心肠软和带给别人温暖的人。你与家人和朋友的关系良好。十分讨厌暴力,清楚什么应该做什么不应该做。你也十分善良和乐观,又很知足,并不会轻易妒忌别人拥有什么。

*啡色*
  你很爱运动,整个人都充满活力。但别人很难去接近你,话虽如此,你很容易投入一段感情。但当你发现你在那段感情中得不到你想要的东西时,你会立即放弃,也会复完得很快。

*蓝色*
  你对自己没有信心,也很挑剔。你很有艺术天分,也很容易去爱上一个人,但当爱情来的时侯,你只是用你的'感觉'去爱,而并非用你的心去爱。

*银色*
  你是一个有丰富想像力和害羞的人,但你乐于接受新事物和新尝试。你喜欢挑战自己。学习新的事物时很快会上手,遇强越强。但你的爱情生活通常也比较多挫折和困惑。

*深蓝色*
  你是一个很吸引人的发光体,也很爱惜自己的生命。你对身边所有事物都带著强烈的感觉。你是一个容易'意乱情迷'的人。如果有人把你激怒了,你很难会原谅他。

*白色*
  你的人生充满著梦和理想。你对周遭的事有点漠不关心,容易妒忌。你是较为独特的一群,有时侯,你心中想法总会比别人高深一点。

*水蓝色*
  你的感觉来去如风。你的生活也带点孤单,很爱旅游。你对待别人很真诚,但太容易受别人的影响。对你来说,寻找爱情是一件很难的事,也容易在爱中迷失,令你很容易便被爱情所伤。

L

“L Change the World” is an extremely cool. I like L. L is so cool, and the main thing is, he is smart. I guess some parents will say that L is a bad influence, judging on the way he walks with a hunch, eats lots of sweets chocolate and junk food which is extremely unhealthy, and never tidy his hair. But, I guess that’s what makes him look attractive. Somehow the messy hair suits him, the glucose he eats matches his character and the way he walks is extremely cool. One more thing, I think he never sleeps, because he had dark smoky eyes, which is supposed to be eye bag.

“No matter how gifted you are, you alone cannot change the world”. The story line is interesting, but I shall say that the villains are a bit ridiculous. How could someone kills using viruses in order to purify the earth? Anyhow, the special effect of viruses invading a body is stunning. I like geniuses. I guess that is why I like Detective Conan too. Cool movie, though.




Tuesday, May 6, 2008



Cool Conan!!!!

My Life

Life is weird... sometimes the worst thing ever can turn out to be just fine after a few months. I wonder what awaited me in front. Could it be frustration and depression? Or on the opposite, fun and laughter. I am sure both will exist. My close friends been telling me how pessimistic I am. Maybe I am, I dun know... I suppose i shouldn't turn back and regret over the choices i made, so, i open a new blog and decided to start everything anew.

KTT which is where I study now isn't as bad as I imagined. I spent the first few months there comparing and feeling bad for myself. But now, I changed my view in people and things. I met a lot of people, experienced more, learnt a lot and grew up a lot. Things that i learnt in High school and in Singapore is totally different from what i learn here. But, I appreciate what is given to me.

I will be studying medicine in Indon 3 months time. What I do now and are going to do in the next 5 years is mainly studying. Indonesia has a totally different environment. I am excited. I got to see by myself how is UGM like......