Friday, December 26, 2008
Ok, back to my trip. This trip was unusual. Something I have never tried before. I went holiday with the bunch of guys. When I said guys, I mean guys: crappy, rough, loud and all. I am not surprise this holiday turn out to be much different from what I had before. We played pool, went clubbing, do some sweat thing like bumper car and flying chairs, karaoke…. I guess I won’t be doing this kind of thing if I were to go with Yin Li and Kean Seng. Everything was so new for me, especially clubbing. Well, I am allergy to alcohol, so I never touch even one drop of alcohol. I really feel like trying, but I never. So, the whole night, I was there just to watch and take care of my stupid drunkard friend. Honestly speaking, it was quite boring. Why do people enjoy clubbing? Weird…
Pei Sean and Gervenne are still like old time. We chat whole night, gossips and talking craps. Ker Wei, Wan Qi, PS and Gerv are so nice they brought us around Jati Nangor to eat nice food. Thanks. I love the lumpia, Nasi Gila, Pisang Caramel, Mango and Beng Beng. (Btw, Mirota sell Beng Beng, but I never notice it). Gervenne also brought us to her faculty. It was much nicer than UGM la.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Question is, have I ever care about other people? Well, it probably depends on who was there to ask me this.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
There is this thing called fate. It is hard to explain how a twitch can change your life. Friends to enemy, enemy to friends; not much different, I reckoned. Who say it must be uncomfortable to stay near an enemy? Who say it must be comfortable to be with a friend? Who say enemies are the one that makes you cry? Who say friends are the one that make you laugh? It might just be an opposite.
I am not paranoid, just sensitive. I am not guessing, just feeling. Why no one ever understands me and belief me? Why no one ever border how I feel? Why do I have the feeling that I am disappearing? Why do people keep telling things and pretend that it is true? Why must everyone betray each other and wear a mask around? Suddenly my soul felt empty. Pathetic. No one to trust, no one to lean on, no one to listen. Pathetic world with pathetic people.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
I could hear the wind howling outside, and it was getting stronger. Suddenly, I heard some high pitch shout. I exchange glance with Azman who sat opposite me. Before we could react, there was a blackout. The seniors warned us to run out. When we flip open the curtain, we were shock to see some leaves swirling around by the strong current of air. All the lecture notes cluttered the floors. The curtain spoiled. Rain splashed in. People kept pushing the glass door to stop the wind from blowing in. It was chaotic.
Then, Mbak Dewi called us into the office. She said it was dangerous to stand hold the glass door in case it breaks. We hide inside the office, protected but able to see the outside. One of the under-construction buildings collapsed. The trees broke into half, some fall down, pulling the concrete together with it. Some roofs were damaged and brought away by the small tornado. Everyone ran to hide in the building.
Just then, we remembered that Yan Yi and Ho Hwee were on the way to campus. We quickly warned them. Surprisingly, they are not aware of the storm. It seems that the tornado only strike a particular place (the campus) and leaved after almost half an hour.
The road was blocked by the collapsed trees. The Taman Medica turned into a forest with all the collapsed trees. The Radiopoetra was flooded as the rain splashed in. The whole place was like never the anymore.
Raining cats and dogs outside...
Taman medika turn into hutan medika
Friday, November 7, 2008
Sometimes I wonder why we become friends. Sometimes I wonder why we fought. The funniest thing is we managed to become friends again after we fought. Always like this. Perhaps our friendships prove to be strong (which I hope I am not the only one who think that way). I guess I will never doubt this anymore. Hopefully.
Lately, people had been teasing me with Gan. Ya, after they are bored teasing me with WP. How funny was that, I only spoke to him once. Yesterday, that bunch of guys called me in the middle of the night so that I can sing a birthday song for him. So swt! Hmm… wondering why I am the target for this kind of prank. But, who cares, it will recede soon. Guess I am just some lunch time topics to release stress. You know, medical student, stressssss!! DESSERTS and STRESSED is just interrelated.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
That afternoon, there is a blackout again. There had been lots of blackout lately, until we planned to buy a backup lamp. Seriously, we can’t do anything in the dark, can we? The only thing we can do is gossip. There had been lots of gossips. Kean Seng, Mak and Wei Hern always came here and gossips along too. Guess we had changed the 1st floor of girls’ kost into gossip café.
I finished watching moonlight resonance. Great drama! But I think is time to start studying heart now. Next block, I will be Cadiorespiratory system, include all the heart, lung, CPR, vital sign and all. Hope this time I shall muster the block well.
I guess it is ok with some water splashing.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
A doctor did a lot of suturing. Suturing at the head, suturing at the abdomen… but when come the suturing the vaginal, he did the same thing—he sutured the whole vaginal like how he sutured the other wound. What a mistakes! Her husband would have killed him.
Another doctor able to know that his patient had a leg injury 10 years ago just by looking at the sclera. What kind of doctor will I be?
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
But, I like my laptop now. I boost up the RAM, buy an original antivirus, and install many games… haha… My babe is damn great now! Hopefully my curiosity don’t drive me to explore and touch anything anymore *cross my fingers*.
To do List
D Get Hep A Vaccine
D Buy Tortora, KL Moore, Wheathers
D Finish drawing my hip joint
D Finish my health issue power point slide
D Finish my “inflammation lecture” questions
D Reinstall all my programs
D Pass my license to dad so he can renew it
D Change Indon rupiah
D Buy dodol Melaka
D Remind Yan Yi to send my laundry
¨ Pack my bag
¨ Install downloading software
¨ Download 5 deeparaya song
¨ Study muscles
¨ Buy something for Yin Li
¨ Confirm about anatomy test by senior
I am going back Yogya in a 2 days’ time, and I guess I will only return here like a year later *glance around my room*. I will miss this place. Mum been cooking really nice food and dad been doing lots of things for me. Bro hadn’t been fighting with me and sis too. This holiday is great except for my laptop problem. Talking about studies, I guess I still have time to finish my lower limb muscles. *sigh* No idea how to study without having a first glance at the muscles. I haven’t really mustered upper limb muscles yet, but soon. *sigh* Time really flies though….
Monday, October 6, 2008
Problem No 1
Damn my itchy hand. I go explore my laptop, try this try that, and before I notice it… My laptop can’t restart properly. Curiosity kills the laptop. Now I can only on using safe mode, and I don’t even know what the problem is. Virus? System corruption? I tried every possible way to save my babe. Restore my system. Delete possible corrupted files. Scan and repair my hard disk. Reinstall my Home Vistal Premium. Press this press that, still the same… I think I restart more than 20 times already. But, that blue screen keeps appearing whenever I start up. Even the computer expert (my neighbor who in charge of computer system in all the sekolah bestari) don’t know what is wrong with my laptop. Oh my God!!! What if it can’t be saved? What if they need to send to headquarter and need more than 2 weeks to repair? What if I had to pay a lot to repair mistakes due to my curiosity? Not worth it, not worth it! Sob Sob… don’t leave me, my babe!!! Oh, all my documents, my songs, my dramas, my e-books, my photos, my data… all gonna wave me goodbye. My tian!!! Why must you steal everything from me? My heart broken…
Problem No 2
Who say bus ticket is always available? All tickets to LCCT are sold!!! Great, now what! I can’t go to the airport as planned!! Haih… Now the only solution is overnight at Yin Li’s house. Thank God Yin Li never say no, or else I really don’t know how to go back. Why dad has to attend course at this time? And you know what that means? More things to add to my already excess luggage! I had to bring towel, tooth brush… I am so… don’t know what to say. Actually quite scared also la, have to go Yin Li’s house. What if her parents don’t welcome me?
Problem No 3
I don’t know is because I had no more moods to study or what, I can’t understand the “inflammation lecture”. How am I gonna so-call study ahead and prepare alpha quest questions when I don’t even understand that damn thing? Not forgetting tans of upper limb and lower limb muscles awaiting me. I am so shit!!!
What can I do? What can I do? Can I scold someone? The answer is NO. Is all my mistakes! Silly me, stupid me, foolish me!!!
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
要保留那份回忆，不希望被别的取代。我不想把那个地方变成旅游胜地，因为它永远都不会只是旅游胜地。新加坡属于我和他们的地方。要去那里的旅游胜地（East Coast Park, esplanade, Merlion….）似乎会搅乱我的记忆。我不希望这回忆被别的取代。好愚蠢，对吧。
Thursday, October 2, 2008
ET and I went to Alistair’s house where I met with the others like You Rui, Tze Yin, and Zhi Qin. Then, after fetching Sze Ling and Onn Wah, we headed to Noorul’s house.
There, we met Fei Ying, Xin Yi, Jeff, Brendon and Derryck. (I never miss out anyone right).
Somehow, people seem to be interested about my life in Indon. Really glad they do.
We were welcomed with lots of food...
Not forgetting photo session before we left.
Pn Noorul and I
We wanted to go home after that. But, somehow, we went to MBO to watch movie. Long time never watch movie liao... Too bad Mama Mia will only be screened at 6, so we decided to watch Eagle Eye instead...
I guess enough of outing. Time to study my stupid Anatomy... Stupid bone, stupid muscles...
Only that afternoon, I was able to see her. She asked me about my life in Indonesia and is considering sending Michelle there. Well, I was more than happy to help and was really glad someone actually asked me about Indonesia.
Pn Mak adopted another kid. This times an Indian, just because the parents of the kid were not able to take care of him. How sweet. But mum kept telling Pn Mak to hand the kid to welfare comity, saying that it is very difficult to take care of kids at this age. Blablabla… Whatever it is, God bless them la.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
It seems that my family don’t really like Yogya food. Luckily, I never buy much. I doubt they will find Yogya interesting when they fly over next time. But, of course I look forward for their visiting. It was really hard to describe things there when they never see anything similar.
Today, I followed my parents to Batu Pahat to visit my grandmother.
I had my haircut here too. Nah, not much different though. Sis had her fringe straighten, and now she really looks like a doll. Haha… I wonder what I should buy back to Yogya except Dodol… You think the mas will like Malacca’s dodol?
The professor treat the cadaver like it is just some tools. Oh man!! It is once alive, can’t believe!! Ok. Studying muscles are really difficult. More difficult than bones I guess. There were so many layers and so many parts. Some with long tendons some have more heads, but all looks identical!! Guess I need to mug a lot at home this time. So, I decided to bring my Sobotta Atlas back. 4.5kg man!!! How much space these books occupy!