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why am i wearing like this? haha. i was about to go for outbound (some activities in the wood).Well, actually, Kenny asked me to dance with him (salsa) for the Olympiad Dance Competition. I hesitated at first, unconfident with my own ability. But, when I finally agreed and looking forward to it, I was told that it crashed with my TBMM Makrab.
Perhaps like a friend said, you don’t know what God had planned for you, maybe this is the best for you, who knows, maybe I slipped on the stage, maybe I meet an accident, or maybe i disappoint them… haha. Okay... ya. maybe this is the best for us all.
Okay la, maybe it wasn't really that bad. The makrab was okay la. We stared at the camp fire for a very long time, and they talked something I don't really listened, but i was thinking of myself and my life. Somehow, i realised that God wanted me to know that I should be more humble and thus took away some part of my achievement, together with my pride. Perhaps He wants me to know that I can lost everything in a single day, and gain or loss in life really means nothing. I gain 2 scholarships, so what?! I WAS a good student, so what?! In the end, i ended up here, feeling hopeless and helpless in most of the things i do. And i always wonder, when will life be smooth sailing, and will I stop complaining?! I realised i will not. Haha. Guess is really time for me to learn not to avoid the storm, but learn how to dance in the rain.
可是,说真的,最大的收获应该是我找到一个能够长谈的朋友吧。哈哈。

Me and Lian Jae (my salsa partner)


